As I lie here in bed, sweating off the remainder of this flu, mildly stoned off two Advil’s... it boils down to this
Not a moment goes by that isn’t a new year. It is the celebration of life constantly unfolding right here and now that is at the root of tonight’s elation, not the anticipated midnight tick on the 2018 clock. The very nature of your excitement stems from the actuality of you being here, right now, of you being alive, of you being life, of you being You... of me being achy all over from this flu. Imagine if we all relished in this together, all the time. The dream becomes real when the conditional turns unconditional. Tonight’s celebration is a full time job. We are the employer and the employee, and postponing such a recognition just hurts too much. Why? Because we secretly crave a life fulfilled, free from any conditions...It is our birthright
How many more times will we need to wake up one more day to truly see how new it actually always is? Don’t get me twisted, there is nothing wrong with celebrating the new year, it is after-all essentially what I am doing, but the purity of celebration, gratitude, love, is not beholden to a particular decisive moment on a clock. If it is, we deny ourselves the tastiest fruits of this lifetime.
The closer the gaps are between our declared wishes, reflections and resolutions, the closer we are to meeting our own endless, infectious and unwavering source of happiness
We are already home, every single day
Peace and love you
I like her #dancemoves @nesrin.cavadzade @djkhaled #wildthoughts 🌾🍃🌾
Only plain things have real taste.#zensaying
Selam millet 🐿🐏🦏🐘
Bugun off gunum.Cok yorgun hissediyorum kendimi bugun .Neden bilmiyorum mevsim gecislerinden olabilir bahar geldi vucut alismaya calisiyor bi sekilde tepki veriyor.Azerbeycanli oyuncuymus bu yandaki #nesrincavadzade dansini begendim dogal ,zorlama yok sirin bi kadin.🦄Gecen aylarda avustralyada bi kanun cikti artik okullarda kiz Ve erkek cocuklarda etek pantalon yada pembe Ve mavi gibi ayirim olmayacakmis.Bu gecen gunlerdede bizim is yerinde yeni bir stand kurmuslar koleksiyonda #agender deniliyor Yani cinsiyetsiz bir alisveris alani.Olculer bile kadin erkek sabit ayrilmiyor ortak bi noktada Mankenler bile unisex .Bu yeni bi sey degilmis aslinda son iki senedir dahada guncel.Buna GENDER FLUID deniliyor.Yani ayni anda hem disil hemde erkeksel ozelliklere sahip AKISKAN CINSIYET.Yani her iki cinsiyetinde iyi taraflarina sahibim diyor.Oyleki Facebook bile cinsiyet seceneklerini 56ya cikarmis ve bunuda eklemis.The oxford English sozlugune bile almislar artik erkekler icin "HE" kadinlar icin "SHE" yerine "THEY" kullaniliyor.Yani kadin erkek yerine ONLAR" deniliyor.Sinirlayici degil akmak istiyorlar hayata ozgurce yargilanmadan.Herhalde minibus arkasi yazisi olsa 😊Ay yine akiyoruz yada sabit cinsiyetsizim olurdu.🌿🌾🦄🐘🐁🐿🐏🦏
Benim fikrim ise cok fazla baskici bakislarda ,toplumlarda hep bi sorun tikaniklik oluyor.Bence Kim oldugundan dolayi bir utanci olmamali insanin yol insani nereye gotururse gotursun bu benim yolum diyerek iyi yada kotu herseye sahip cikmali insan Ve tadini cikarmali.#openminded .Baskalarina zarar vermiyorsa sinirlari kendi belirlemeli insan ...Ilginc yaa Birde Genetik sifremizin kayitli oldugu 46 kromozom var.Yani 23 Ana 23 babadan geliyor.Spermler gelirken icinde hem XY bulunduruyormus yani kadin erkek cinsiyeti ayni anda tasiyor 1 sperm.Yani sapina kadar erkegim desen Ne olcak zaten kadin genetigi tasiyorsun icinde 😂😂😂Yani birazda sogut agaci gibi esnek olmak lazim Su hayatta 🌿Kimseyi yargilamadan.SIZIN FIKRINIZ NE BU KONUDA????
I just found this photo from November 2009 - taken during one the darkest years of my life - just a few months after I moved to NC with a one way plane ticket, no job, and $400 to my name.
In July 2009 I decided it was time to "leap" and have faith "the net would appear". I had no other choice really but I chose to leap with a positive outlook and I chose to be happy no matter what was ahead of me.
Of course it was scary. I didn't know anyone and I was leaving everything I had known my entire life in NH. But I needed a fresh start where I could be me - the me I knew I was meant to be. Not the beaten down broken me that everyone I knew saw.
Don't get me wrong, it was hard. But this picture reminds me of how amazing it was too. I look at this picture and see a girl who was genuinely happy in that moment even though I had been handed the biggest struggle of my life.
The simple act of leaping and taking a risk gave me purpose and focus and drive to prove I could make it work. That's all I needed to find my way back.
This move was life changing and I have faced two additional rough patches in my life since (most recently the past year) but I have had the strength to endure them because of the risk I took moving to NC and the amazing community I was able to surround myself with gave me faith in myself and my ability to fight my way through tough times.
So - I will forever believe that sometimes the harder life is the more you have to trust that if you "leap the net will appear".