It's her on the edge
Balance to maintain
Thoughts to refrain.
Tied up tighter than ever before
Drowning from memories of fading promises & words
Pulling you down, far offshore
Help and hope,
Is the only thing she currently looks for.
They'll swear to care
But never tell you to beware
Now, sitting comfy in their armchair
They'll watch you live a nightmare
Act well too, by shooting out a 'take care'
While they walk on air.
You get shot down, you break down
Try to run away from this town
Nothing seems to amuse
She's letting herself lose.
Unreal, was the man across the street
One unclear thought on repeat
Bad vibes is all he dropped
In his mind, I'm not even sure what all he stocked.
Messier the mess
Perspiration of cold sweats
Minds once understood
Led to no good.
Knowing the harsh truth
And not being able to change it
Will make you throw a fit
And eventually, leave you helpless.
Left her wondering
Heads, dreams and desires
Could start wildfires
Sometimes good, sometimes awful
Do you fear being thoughtful?
She seen deaths without people actually dying
By lying, crying and over trying
Those souls turned cold & black
Tired of holding back
Just wanting to bounce back.
All this led to the edge of today
Where she lied and said ''I'm okay''
All that was needed was one body
Strong enough, to pull her away
From the deadly thoughtful edge of today
Strong enough to handle themselves
And to inspire her, to handle herself
Just as well.
Opened the blanket and I saw my sweetie laying on me. Wish that I could bring u with me conquering the world babe. Im so sorry for bringing you home then left the country and made you lonely, Im so so sorry my little cupcake. Whenever Im back home you are always stick to me like a chewing gum but I always pack my luggages then leave you again. People said cats ain’t loyalty but hell nah, not you my baby Sen. You are above that shit youre even damn much patient with me, forgive me and believe in me no matter what. You are smart and thoughtful, kind and too good to me baby. Im so sorry for cant bring you with me, not showing you the world through my eyes. Thousands sorry cant show you how sorry I am to you.
I love you so much and thank you for waiting for me all the time.
I will be back to you as much as possible baby, you have my words ❤️
"The web needs pockets of slowness and thoughtfulness as its reach and power continues to increase. What we depend upon must be properly built and intelligently formed. We need to create space for complexity’s important sibling: nuance.”