Forgive me for hiding out, for evading relationships in fear of losing them.
Forgive me for rejecting the connections I’ve been offered countless times only keeping them at arms length and even farther.
I never wanted comfortable until I was taken away from it.
I never craved the familiar until change moved it farther from me than I ever imagined it would be.
But being uncomfortable means change, change fosters growth, so what kind of life do I wish to live if I am to remain where I am today knowing tomorrow offers so much more.
There’s nothing more to prove.
It’s always been the right time, and I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be.
I suppose it is time for me to step into the possibility of what’s been waiting for me this whole time.
I suppose I can open my heart again as I’ve done countless times for love.
Sometimes we just need one person to remind us of the condition of our heart to realize we have the power to change it.
If we spend all of our time preparing, waiting, hoping without actually doing or stepping into anything, we will surely spend our whole lives searching for what’s been within our reach the entire time.
Thanks @alliesoo for the photo, and for being that person.
Can I just post this throwback of me and Keegan and be reminded just how much fun we would have even before we were official. I mean this was taken the day we have to gut a car of its broken parts, but we still found time to be goofy. That was roughly 3 years now and still we have these fun goofy times and enjoy being weird. I'm so glad to be with you honey.
We often meet someone, and think this is it, there the one they make me soo happy! 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Then you date for a while, even get married, and things start to shift, and you think, this person isn't the one for me anymore?
We start questioning things.. all of a sudden this person doenst make you happy anymore, you feel empty inside, the things you loved about them annoys you now.. ego points outward, not inward, yes sure there are certainly times when someone isn't right for you anymore, there is always an exception, but in Most cases the thing is that no one can make you happy, except your self.
True love is in non judgement of another and forgiveness for the shadows... when we lovingly except, that this persons shadows are not about you and it's not personal, you want to support them and guide them from love and understanding and compassion.
And vise versa, non judgement of ourselves, and that our shadows are about our own inner battle with ego and past pain, and to reflect on things and heal your own inner world.. 💫💫💫So true love to me, is loving all the parts of someone, flaws and all... and seeing the light that shines through everyone, the same light that connects us all... Both working consciously to keep growing together and learning to love ourselves, and when this happens, the world around us changes " To love is to recognise yourself in another" 😊💓
Dia ku panggil yupi bear. Karena dia si beruang kenyal. Si sabar, si peka tapi gak romantis, si yang sangat dewasa, si yang gak pernah marah, si lembut, si pelawak, si penyanyi favorit aku setelah Ariel Noah, si jago masak, si yang paling pinter untuk membuatku senang dengan cara yang out of the box, si sederhana, si bawel, si gesit, si cepat tanggap dan si pria pekerja keras. Masih banyak si si si yang lainnya, tapi ku rasa gak akan cukup halaman ini mendeskripsikannya. Ada pepatah yang mengatakan "nyaman lebih berbahaya dari jatuh cinta" dan saat ini aku putuskan untuk tidak akan keluar dari zona nyaman. Dude, u've must b crfully. Am warn u!!! .
Was it all worth it... the pain, the time, the loneliness, the storms and trials? My journey has taken different turns, some have been harder and others have been delightfully chaotic but in every moment what I knew for sure was his love had never failed. Love fought for me in the most beautiful way! It took a season of patience to realize the wonders of his word and the promises he has for my life and in that I have been blessed more than I could ask for. What my journey has taught me is the beauty in the chase, the chase for self love and self worth, not because of who I am but because of who he is! But I say all this to say I am so thankful for my journey because through patience I was given one of the greatest blessings. .