I decided to post this because I want you to know when you see this, how important you are to me, you are the beacon of hope that I have came to trust, to look towards without turning astray. You made me a better man than I ever was. You helped guide me through an internal dark heart that Im too scared to mention.
You gave me strength, hope, love and your hands have always feel safe and secure, your hugs have kept me warm and calm, like a lighted candle in a cold lonely night.
You may not feel like you have been good to me and there when I needed you. You may not feel like you deserve me. Truth is, thats what I feel about myself. I dont think I was ever good enough for a person like you. And obstacles are always there to stop us from going forward, but isnt that the point of a relationship? To go through hardship together even when commitments arent there?
Ive been fighting this internal battle for as long as I can remember, and Ive been losing.
You are what keeps me fighting, and I wont stop fighting, not this time. You are my safe haven.
I believe in you and us even if you dont believe in me and us. As long as I am breathing, I wont stop, not when you are worth the consequences.
reptar is the first one to be shown off , what an adorable lil pop , a girl can’t forget her first love ( jk , jk ) ! but seriously rugrats was my jam and reptar was the toy i always wanted . . .