Today is a new day, and the beginning of my new feed. It will hopefully be more about self love and discovery. I’m on a journey to find out who I am, understand who I am becoming, and truly start appreciating myself. Therefore my goal is to not let social media provide unreal expectations for me, and post more full body pictures of myself. Along with that, I’m going to work towards improving my mental health, and posting less negative content.
But first you need to understand that I have demons that’s weigh me down everyday, dragging me down into the darkest places I’ve ever been. Telling me things like “you have no worth” and “you will never be anything”. So this will be a challenge. Most times, I honestly feel like I’m two separate people. Sweet and sour. Yin and yang. Separated... There’s a side of me that has hope and is filled with love and a will to live. And the other side of me feels lonely... depressed.. and angry at the world. Today will be the day that I start trying to face these demons, and try a more positive outlook on life. It starts today.