Happy International Women's day!
You are amazing regardless of what you think!
I have so many fears it's ridiculous, this picture of me back yrs ago was afraid to take control and make a path to self love.
I was in a bad relationship with food. It was comforting to feed my feelings instead of talk about them.
The fat layers protected me from letting people in, at least in my head! Who would want to be friends or have a relationship with someone Sooo over weight!!! My thoughts about being a big girl! Society only wants perfect. They want skinny thin and I'm just not that!
Being overweight was draining me not just because of society pressures but health ones too. Surgeries and no energy for my family. Depression and more.
I have dreamed lately about starting this fit page or sharing my journey because well . I BELIEVE God put it on my heart!
Some fears tho ... who would want to see me or want advice from someone like me. Yeah I've lost a few lbs. But I'm still not as fit as I think I would need to be to help. I THINK in my head who would look at me for help while I still struggle daily with not being the standard FIT CHICK!
Well replacing those thoughts with Fit is not just a look it a Lifestyle. Is a major battle for me. Body image issues has this girl chained tightly.
If the older version of my self looked at me now! She would have said shut up your crazy... you have so much to be GREATFUL for I am double you! I could EAT you.. lol.
I maybee slightly thicker now than shown but I still dont give up. I Rise up and lift some shit and do my best to track food and stay to my coaches plan. I just LOVE my fitness lifestyle.
I hope to use this page as an outlet to HELP OTHERS. Anyway I can! Honestly I REALLY just want to be a Person that can help others!
#icouldeatyouup#internationalwomensday#bodyimage#lifestyle#fitnesslife#helpothers#doyourbest#GREATFUL#societystandards#whatarethose#beawsome#beblessed 🙏 #stayfit#live#love#enjoylife#enjoythejourney
This is how Austin decorated his valentine box. His first endeavor was to write one for Alice. He made her two. He asked me how to spell “I love you,” and “heart,” then proceeded to glue the customized valentines directly to his box. #fiveyearsold#icouldeatyouup
I didn’t assume I would have children. I wasn’t sure if I could make all of the sacrifices required in motherhood. Sometimes I wonder if that makes it more challenging for me than a woman who always knew she wanted to be a mom. Occasionally I even wonder if I could have been happy without him, but then I think back to the time of wanting to get pregnant. I felt ready to start the next chapter, the next adventure. I was so curious about the little human that would grow in my body. I may have had no clue what was coming, but I know in my heart of hearts that life is better with him in it. #BabyBoyBittner