I was thinking of what I wrote earlier and wanted to share a poem that I wrote awhile ago. It’s called, Contradiction
Last night I had a dream.
That I was shrinking
At the exact same time.
It was like experiencing infinity
Inside my own being.
And outside of myself.
I woke up this morning knowing
A lot Less than I knew last night.
As I gathered pieces of myself from the cosmos
And grew back in to this form,
I got to thinking;
That my vibration influences everything.
Any problem this world has
Is an extension of myself
But theres also something with in me
That is limitless
Science tells us
All solid matter consists of more space than mass.
I have felt this
And understand this
So knowing we are all the same,
I know that you too are shrinking and expanding in unison.
So now what?
I can barely wrap my head around
Time and space.
But I have observed
That this world contradicts itself.
Silence can echo for miles
And sound can get lost in an instant
Its feeling my sisters presence and having no idea where she is.
And feeling the lonliness of a lover who is completely inside of me.
My liberal mother is embraced by my fathers right wing every day.
Both convicted in their beliefs
and their love for one another
Their disordered daughter
Not knowing what keeps me going
Is it my mothers embrace?
Or my fathers drill in to my spine, to make certain I leave home with a strong back.
Neither right or left.
Good or bad
You need to breathe in to breathe out
But often times we loose our breath
Or hold it.
like a musician before sharing his music
or a father before leaving his children
then finding his ashes in the war your president promised.
It’s Surviving cancer and watching your sister suffer from the very same thing
Sometimes its just balance
دورة مع برانكو بيتروفيتش بطل العالم بكتم النفس
كانت الدورة تطوير لمهارات كتم النفس من ناحية تمارين وتكنيكات واسرار والحمدالله حيل استفدت من الدورة وطورت من مهاراتي بشكل ملحوظ بكتم النفس والله يوفقكم يارب
واشكر بونوري @nourisub على هذا الاهتمام انه اييب ابطال من بره الكويت نستفيد من خبراتهم
Thank you branko very much I have benefited a lot from your experience @brankoscg