This one has a deeper meaning to it when I read it now.
We meet people and kind of get attracted to need those who would be good to us this or that way but still---at times,it can happen like,there may be humans there who have been mean towards us still at various periodic intervals of time and age,these humans enter into our lives to do something good to us and then,that dilemmic question arises
,'whether she/he is good for me or not?'
----and in respect to that,I wrote this one.
There's also that heroine aspect here,like the heroine who is open-minded to get clarity about who is right for her or she can be able to make peace with everything in her own wise way as it is.
"i cheated." your words threaten my eyes to cry. but this time, the tears don't come. they won't baby, they've cried enough when you were happier within the arms of alcohol than mine. "i cheated."
and you slash me into a million pieces and each and every particle of that damned piece has your name written all over it. if you were mine in the least bit, then a similar piece of you, would have my name written on it and would've screamed—no, this isn't her.
"i cheated." well now that you have committed a sin, let me sacrifice my good side too. let me adorn you with my love because we both know, no matter what the fuck you ever do, i will still want you. so if accepting an impure you is a sin then burn me at the stake baby, but you'll always be my sin and i'll love you till your name on the million pieces of me is engraved to the core.
The book lane near Flora Fountain is nothing less than a treasure.
Yesterday I was busy browsing through books there and playing with the fat cats.
One of the booksellers there has more knowledge about things than you and I. He reads not just books but about the writers as well. He feeds seven cats and takes care of them.
Isn't it funny how so many beautiful souls exist around us yet we continue to walk away thinking about the myriad problems we have. If only we lived life in a simple way, we would take out time to explore and notice.
And I'm so glad I spent yesterday afternoon doing just that.
A friend of mine was talking to him about some celebrity and what he said next was so thoughtful. He told the very reason that actor didn't like the limelight was because he knew how to protect his vibes. He had read a lot about that particular actor.
And then he gave us a piece of advice.
He told us that 90% of the problems we have are because of the people we associate with.
Isn't his words absolutely true?
I can actually feel the depth of these words.
The people we choose to accept in our life have a great impact on us.
They can give a different direction to our thoughts, encourage us to pick up different activities, make us familiar with a different way of living.
The people in your life determine your future.
You can either destroy yourself or grow into someone better just by choosing good people to associate with.
So forget about quantity.
Life isn't a game. You don't have to win by making many friends. It's a journey. You can only make the most of it by finding good people.
They say it's bad to be selfish but I think at times you have to be selfish for your own good.
Don't just associate yourself with anybody.
Be careful about who you let in your life.
Protect your soul.
I always believed in quality over quantity. Yesterday the book seller removed all my doubts and made me realize that my thinking isn't wrong.
I could feel peace and happiness entering my soul.
I can choose to be a person who believes in keeping her circle small and there is nothing wrong in that.
I'm doing it for my own self because I love me. I need to be there for me.