Life will sometimes tell you, you're not enough. Sometimes life will whisper evil sad things in your ear about how horrible you are and that you will never be enough. For me those times come often. I used to drown out those voices and whispers with drugs and alcohol and it helped for a while. I'm different now. Now more than ever I use my art to cope with sadness. These pours helped me remember that even though I may lack a lot of things, that I probably will never be enough, I am able to create art. I'm an artist and I create things. I create things from happiness and sadness, from loneliness and joy. I share my art in hopes it'll inspire someone else to share theirs and in turn touch another soul to be creative. The world needs more art.
Perhaps I want everything;
The darkness that comes with every infinite fall
And the shimmering blaze of every step up ... “You See, I Want A Lot” Rainer Maria Rilke
@christielwinn serving face for my audition with @anastasiabeverlyhills
Photo by my 🖤: @natabarbu
#tbt to Autumnal look number 1 for the seasonal diversity shoot I recently modelled in 🍂 working with some talented and up-and-coming artists including the fantastic @carsoncreations_ 💄💇📸 stay tuned for look number 2...⏳