You have become a vampire. A beast that stalks me in the night. Waiting for my slumber so that you may sink your razor, sharp, fangs into my flesh. Your always present, just there, beyond my window to reality. And when I sleep, you grasp me tightly, drawing the light from within me. That light, that's taste you craved more then life itself. You craved the light and lusted after the darkness. You marveled at this storm raging inside of me, and your sunk your teeth into me to obtain it. To taste this wild and rageing storm, to feel my wrath. Recklessly. Fearlessly. As if intoxicated by my magic. The thing inside of me you never could, really touch. The taste of my blood. The sent on my skin. The feel of my softness beneath your palms. You haven't let those things go. You still come to me in the night, like a fox at the gate of a lamb's stale. You steal all that I know in this waking life. You hold me in your arms, you put your lips on mine as if you'd never left my side. I can hear your voice as if you were next to me, I can smell you all around me. And when I wake. I can taste you on my lips. I can feel you on my skin... I thought for a long time that I was clinging to you. The thought of you. The love from you. The way the light in me was drawn to the darkness in you. But the more time passes. And the happier I become. The more you find me in my slumber. And the more I realize it isn't I who clings to you. It is you who clings to me.
What can I say here. He's growing so quickly, I probably say that every time I post a picture of him, now with a little mustache and all. I'm raising a beautiful & brilliant young man in 2017 America, the ugliest America I've witnessed in my lifetime. To tell you the truth, I have nightmares from time to time because I know I can't be there every moment to protect and guide him and knowing, sadly, that even the right decisions in a bad moment can bring him harm and it's terrifying. We are connected on so many levels, all new levels to me because of him. I'm blessed to be his mother and will forever be his advocate, advisor, and biggest fan. Neither my husband or I were raised by our parents so we are committed to being the parents of our wildest dreams and marvel in the security we see within him. The thing is, as our son, he has already exceeded ours 💖 #sundaymoments#mommyandson#thestoryofus#allforhim#fromdeepwithin
#WCW my woman crush wednesday for today, the bombastic @yogawithjoelle she inspires me in a profound way, she is raw, free, with the most beautiful and juicy curves, with an evident flow of consistence practice, not at all one who copies and paste already nicely made wisdoms quotes for eyes to see and not for soul to feel, but one who truly lives wisdom in the most simple of her actions. This is what I feel from her, and that always strikes and touches me in very few souls out there. What a #beauty ! #Yoga#YogaAngel#YogaLover#Raw#Real#fromDeepWithin#UnfoldingTheTruSelf
My second day of P R I D E!
Having 'the colors' underneath my costume.
The rest is still Scar: no further adjustments.. Enjoy this 'last day' on the PRIDElands!
@prideamsterdam @thelionkingnl #pride#scar#fromdeepwithin#nature#rainbow ❤Scar
Most man made bullshit doesn't really matter,
In fact it makes the majority sadder,
It robs us of clarity and truth,
It makes things facts when there is no proof,
It seduces us with pipedreams and makes anything seem possible,
All you have to do is sell your soul and you'll be unstoppable,
Unstoppable though it may seem,
You're surely caught up in a man made dream,
Nothing will ever be enough,
How can it be when there's so much stuff?!,
You're told you'll make it if you play the game,
But what they do not tell you is the game will drive you insane,
Chasing things you think you need,
Clear judgement fogged up by selfish greed,
"But such things I are things I can't live without!",
Like taking candy from a baby and watching them pout,
Sad such trivialities have taken the mind,
What I wouldn't give to live in a world where everyone is kind,
No longer enslaved to the man in the wig,
Why uproot your soul for something dirtier than a pig?,
You must realize they cannot give you the answer,
What they can give you though is a heap-load of cancer,
Creating more problems than problems exist,
Just makes you crave for that next fix,
Eases the mind; makes your load feel much less,
Feels like your getting addicted to this level of stress,
Planning tomorrow; remembering yesterday,
And today always seems to just slip away,
Two steps forward; ten steps back,
Always being reminded of what you lack,
The cost of winning the game is not worth it,
If only you knew what you'd gain if you forfeit........🖤⚡️🌱
Churches that break growth barriers have members who are willing to set aside their own needs and preferences for the sake of the Gospel. That’s the kind of healthy culture where growth happens naturally.
One of the many and most important truths, I learned throughout my journey! 🙏
4 1/2 years Endo strong, still standing, still breathing, still smiling, still me, just stronger, wiser, more resilient, kinder, more excited about the little things, but also more sensitive. Know what? I love it though, because it also makes me more receptive towards others and their struggles and I'm grateful for it. For the insight it gives, the feelings that accompany it and the love and bond you share with a person in need.
An Empath, through and through. That'd be me! 😋😁🙌🙌 So if they can't hear you when you're quiet, they're not for you, because they won't hear you when you scream it in their faces either. No loss there my lovelies, believe it! God gave us unique gifts. Use them! .......preaching stops here lmao.