I sometimes wish I wasn't so deep.
Always willing to take the leap.
To hope that someone else could see.
The beauty blooming within me.
Walking in a world misunderstood.
Trying to long with all I could.
Why does everyone think so weak.
Is beauty truly in my face?
Or is it within a warm embrace?
So many out to prove with money.
Is that what makes you special honey?
As I sit here feeling depth
The artist in me takes her breath.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't deep.
Love is beyond skin that you seek.
Living in the world today.
I wonder if it was always this way.
Feeling like a the only one.
Where is the rest that come undone.
Facing fears that can't always be won.
Trying still even though I'm done.
When I sit here all alone.
My mind begins to wonder and roam.
Is the world so wicked and green.
That light is only ever seen, as a platform for the thieving wolves
Some of us want to soar higher.
Why are there only truth or liars.
Why do I meet the latter form.
Pretending that there is no harm.
Standing my ground within the storm.
Is this a cycle that's constantly reborn.
Everything I've ever loved was taken away.
Everything I've ever dreamed was broken some way.
Then I'm here forced to stay
In a place i'd rather run away.
Feeling everything within
Over and over and over again.
Is ignorance bliss?
My mind is the opposite of this.
Where are the ones who see the soul.
Where are the ones who want to go full
Going against the program we are told.
Being judged by appearence gets old.
Do tattoos equate to drugs?
Are numbers only on thugs?
Why should you harm another?
Would you do it to your own mother?
Girls that think nudes are good.
If they only see that are you truly understood?
To be or not to be...why am I so deep
Is this being free?
When sanctuary becomes solitary.
thinking of me when it wasn't about what you needed?
So many claim that they are true.
Humans are the only species that lie too themselves too.
But you're at the top of the chain?
Why Becuase you chop up trees?
Make gmos that kill all of the bees?
Take images that reflect nothingness
Turn them into what people want.
Do you think thats truly hot?
I think beauty comes deeply within
It's not always happy but it