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I was not her
I could not be her
Even if I tried
My fall would not fall as gently
My rise not as soft
My existence like a rock
Hard, rigid
Hers like a cloud
Delicate, fragile
We were opposites
As two opposites could be
And I could not be her
Even if I tried
It was a sad reality
As sad a reality could be
Because the thought
That who would choose this
Over that kills me
Each time the answer no one chimes
I was not her I could not be her Even if I tried My fall would not fall as gently My rise not as soft My existence like a rock Hard, rigid Hers like a cloud Delicate, fragile We were opposites As two opposites could be And I could not be her Even if I tried It was a sad reality As sad a reality could be Because the thought That who would choose this Over that kills me Each time the answer no one chimes
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2.18.18
Song suggestions that stayed but loves that were lost //
☀️For the love of old Karachi☀️
Song suggestions that stayed but loves that were lost // ☀️For the love of old Karachi☀️
So incredibly alone in a world that has no time for you //
So incredibly alone in a world that has no time for you //
I liked you
I liked you in red
I liked you especially in red
When your knuckles shone with purple marks
Your breath heavy on my neck
How blow after blow
Was felt deep within my gut
And I remember how I longed to have you make me feel
Anything and everything
I liked you I liked you in red I liked you especially in red When your knuckles shone with purple marks Your breath heavy on my neck How blow after blow Was felt deep within my gut And I remember how I longed to have you make me feel Anything and everything
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Lights fading
Laughter echoing
Darkness looms ahead
It is a story of everyday
When you think you're okay
But you're really not
When it only takes a second
Away from the happenings of the day
To be reminded that
Once idleness chimes
All the empty you've ever felt
Shall return once again.
Lights fading Laughter echoing Darkness looms ahead It is a story of everyday When you think you're okay But you're really not When it only takes a second Away from the happenings of the day To be reminded that Once idleness chimes All the empty you've ever felt Shall return once again.
I'm so out of feelings, I'm so out of poetry.
I'm so out of feelings, I'm so out of poetry.
Maybe love is not for everyone, 
And everyone is not for love. //
Maybe love is not for everyone, And everyone is not for love. //
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In light of recent events:

I feel unsafe on the land on which I walk,
though each grain of sand beneath my feet
is a testament to my existence.
This is the land that raised me,
shaped me into being,
the blood of my ancestors
still running cold underneath,
the land where I was born
the land to which I shall return,

The land that vowed to love me;
yet that very land
is unable to protect me today;
a woman.

I try to avert gazes
that look hungrily ahead,
mirth in their eyes
as looks are exchanged,
my DNA itself aware of what
meaning each look holds.
I am nothing but another item
to be gained, or to be used
for purposes of ridicule,
for their own enjoyment.
I am nothing but a mere object,
personified as a human.
. "I shall not be objectified”
“I shall not be objectified”
I tell myself repeatedly,
to instill in me even a shred of self-dignity.
But even with all of my skin
compellingly hidden away
and my clothes
no way making evident that I
may in fact be a woman,
my face betrays me
as I fall victim to crude glances
expectantly.
“You have already been objectified”
my voice tells me,
“the moment your chromosomes decided to be female. "

My beloved land,
the day a woman
had to cower down
before a man
for his own pleasure
was the day
you failed her,
you failed me,
you failed us all. // Beloved Land, You Have Failed Her
In light of recent events: I feel unsafe on the land on which I walk, though each grain of sand beneath my feet is a testament to my existence. This is the land that raised me, shaped me into being, the blood of my ancestors still running cold underneath, the land where I was born the land to which I shall return, The land that vowed to love me; yet that very land is unable to protect me today; a woman. I try to avert gazes that look hungrily ahead, mirth in their eyes as looks are exchanged, my DNA itself aware of what meaning each look holds. I am nothing but another item to be gained, or to be used for purposes of ridicule, for their own enjoyment. I am nothing but a mere object, personified as a human. . "I shall not be objectified” “I shall not be objectified” I tell myself repeatedly, to instill in me even a shred of self-dignity. But even with all of my skin compellingly hidden away and my clothes no way making evident that I may in fact be a woman, my face betrays me as I fall victim to crude glances expectantly. “You have already been objectified” my voice tells me, “the moment your chromosomes decided to be female. " My beloved land, the day a woman had to cower down before a man for his own pleasure was the day you failed her, you failed me, you failed us all. // Beloved Land, You Have Failed Her
They said you will go insane by feeling too much, 
They said feelings hurt, that feelings bring pain. 
They said a lot of things and I listened intently, 
But they never told me what I was to do
When I felt too little
Or didn't feel at all.
They said you will go insane by feeling too much, They said feelings hurt, that feelings bring pain. They said a lot of things and I listened intently, But they never told me what I was to do When I felt too little Or didn't feel at all.
It's scary to think that people you never thought would break silently cry into pillows at midnight //
It's scary to think that people you never thought would break silently cry into pillows at midnight //
And hopefully one day you'll wonder why you spent all that time crying //
And hopefully one day you'll wonder why you spent all that time crying //
I bent my back and broke my bones for you who wouldn't even crack a knuckle for me. //
I bent my back and broke my bones for you who wouldn't even crack a knuckle for me. //